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Sunday, 30 January 2011

Day 29 And 30.

SO, sorry these two are together, yesterday was a whole lot of nothing day, and I ended up falling asleep before I would normally blog!

Like I say, day 29 was a nothing day, I went for a run, did a lot of tidying, which felt incredibly good, and got a takeaway pizza for dinner. Not really exciting at all!


Today was similar, went to town to do shopping, after the long walk there, I decided I wasn’t really in the mood. Cigarettes seemed to smell quite strong today, and I think I may of had a dream about smoking again last night, not really vivid, but it sort of jolted me this afternoon when I remembered.

Still smoke free, tomorrow is a whole month, let’s hope this will look so small an achievement in the next months to come!
Andy

2 comments:

  1. Never apologize! Here's the catch all and cool thing about this whole adventure. Smoking is no longer consuming your every waking thought thus this blog is now like a brick that could very well drown you i.e.

    1: You no longer need to reinforce your decision to quit. You already did!!
    2: Continuing to post is only reminding you of the one thing you're trying to forget. Forget it already!!

    So great reading you for this past month. It has been a great deterrent in my war against smoking, but I'm realizing that every time I read you now I think about smoking. It's like a memory. One I want to forget.

    Andy you rock!

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  2. Good point Lori.
    I have found myself thinking about it more often in the last week.
    I am on my 4th week and find it odd, but never had an urge strong enough to bother.
    Good luck to everyone who is escaping the evil!

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