Day 12

Well, Hello! Day 12 is over and done, and Im starting to become rather proud. It still isnt easy, and I doubt it ever will be, but as long as it gets easier than it has been, Il be happy, today at work was a tad more productive, with Printer firm sorting thier act out (ultimately, a feeling of power for me when it transpired i had "won")

So with regards to my cravings, I still have a blocked nose, but can faintly smell smoke when walking outside past someone who is smoking, it seems to not bother me, but there are still times of day I fancy one, IE after lunch, or most especially, at the end of the work day, that one is a real killer! Im not substituting now, I think overall I actually seem more calm, and noone has noticed a "craving" attitude about me, so i must be hiding it well.

All in all, I think this is probably getting boring and repetitive for most at the moment, I hope more exciting things begin to occur, to keep you all entertained. I will still continue to blog, until I can safely say I have stopped, I have no idea when this will be, I would imagine around the 6 month mark.

I feel i could say it now, But even i know this would be totally premature! It is getting easier, defiantely, but just certain times are hard to deal with. Lets hope it fades over time, I hope all followers and commenters who have also quit, are keeping up the tar free practice, good luck to all.

Andy