Either way, again, a few urges here and there to smoke today, nothing too major or worth worrying about, I didn’t cave at all. I do worry that is some major stressful event was to occur right now, I may fail, I mean, with what I have coped with during this week, I feel I could cope with a lot, I just don’t want to resort to cigarettes in any given situation, and that is a fear of mine.
I told a team of people I used to work with today, about stopping, this team of people were health workers, promoting the Give up smoking service run by the NHS.... needless to say, it felt bloody good telling them, and they were pretty impressed too I think.
The comment on yesterdays post really did touch me, I’m so happy people are getting something out of this, And to have people reading this first thing in the morning shows how much of a kinder world we live in than I may have thought before starting this. Perhaps its slowly being freed from nicotine that gives me more optimism, I’m not sure?
Anyway, this evening I kept it quiet, had a Honey Beer (first try of the stuff, clearly a sucker for advertising, it tastes EXACTLY the same as normal beer, except I’m the mug that paid a quid extra for the privilege of finding that out) and I also did a private bit of work I sourced from my day job, just simple data recovery, easy money, and most people are really happy to get files back when they thought they had gone forever, so it’s a win win, and someone’s happy face to see on Monday morning.
Not much planned for tomorrow, probably a long walk, bit of a tidy up and an early night as I have a date on Sunday, not one I’m being too optimistic about, as I don’t want to feel disappointed if it isn’t right!
Once again, thank you all so much for the encouragement, and a big hello to my fellow followers in Alabama, you really have put a smile on a child’s face today J
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