Well, I signed off after 32 days. I cant really remember why I stopped, but personal issues I guess. I apologise to all loyal followers!
Nonetheless, I will be totally honest, stayed clean, until March, so made it three months, stupidly I went on holiday from work and got too "relaxed", I started again. It lasted the best part of two Months, then in May i stopped again, then, 3 months later I started again, but only for 3 weeks, and have stopped since. So it seems I reach a period of 3 Months and tend to fail. Im hoping this time round it wont, lately I havent felt urged to smoke, and I find I am in a very different place now to where i wa sin january, odd how just 11 months can change your life and direction, outlook, and everything else. I had a few failed relationships during the time also, which probably didnt help.
Im hoping To update here on a infrequent basis. I do feel better for not smoking, definately, and I was reminded by that whenever I started again, I didnt noticer feeling better, but starting again sure made me feel worse.
Thanks to all who supported and followed this blog, its inspirational seeing people across the globe offer encouragement and support :)
To anyone thinking of stopping, considering stopping, or even thinking It isnt worth stopping.. It is. while I dont feel wonderful and "born again" I have possibly increased my chances of a longer life, a happier healthy life, and what i hope one day will be a family life.
All the best and many thanks.
Speak soon my dear followers :)
Andy
